It's time. I've dreaded this all my life. I don't want it to end. It was something beautiful, something perfect. I lost control, let myself go. And now I'll fix it. It's the only thing I control. For the first time, I feel free. I can let myself go and I know no one will know. Not this time. Not ever.

I want you to know that you gave me the most beautiful year of my life. The best till date. Everything seemed different and for the first time I saw light. I saw myself like I'd never imagined. I wanted to work towards something, I was determined. I've never tried this hard before. I gave my soul to you. I really did. I fought the world for you and gave my entire life to you.


I've made a lot of mistakes. I know. Forgive me for them if you can. I tried my best.

Don't ever forget me. Don't let me go. HOLD ME CLOSE. I don't want to go. Make me whole again. It's dark and I can't see anymore. Hold me tight, don't let me sleep.

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