You ripped me apart. You've torn me into pieces. Raped my soul. Killed it. I will move on someday. I won't be this way. I've let you go. Now I just want to forget you. Someday I will stop loving you and I will be happier than I have ever been. I'll bury your thoughts, make them go away. And when the ghosts haunt me, I'll be gone. I don't want this. I don't want to love you. I trusted you and gave myself to you. I've lost my soul to you. I don't know why. I want to be whole again without you. You're the darkness in my life. I hate you. I don't want this anymore. LET ME GO. I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU. I DON'T WANT TO LOVE YOU. I DON'T WANT YOU. I DON'T WANT YOU IN MY DREAMS. I DON'T WANT TO WANT YOU IN MY LIFE. WHY DID I MAKE YOU MY LIFE? WHY DID I GIVE MY SOUL TO YOU? YOU CAN'T FUCKING IMAGINE WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME. IF YOU COULD, YOU'D HAVE KNOWN BETTER THAN TO HIT ME, ABUSE ME, TORTURE ME EVERY SINGLE DAY. THE PAIN I FEEL IS UNIMAGINABLE. NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW. I WANT TO TAKE IT ALL AWAY. LET MYSELF GO. GIVE UP AND RUN AWAY. INTO THAT DARK TUNNEL WHICH I DREAMED ABOUT. ENDING MY LIFE IS MY ONLY ANSWER. SOMEDAY I WILL. SOMEDAY I'LL BE GONE AND YOU'LL THINK OF ME AND SMILE. KNOW THAT YOU RUINED ONE LIFE. KNOW THAT YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGIVEN. SOMEDAY I WILL HATE YOU THE WAY I WANT TO RIGHT NOW.

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