I cannot live without you. Not a day. These few days have been so difficult, it's unimaginable. I want you back and will do anything to get it. I have changed myself and am never going to lose control again. At least give me a chance. Remember how much we've shared, the promises we made. All the days when you lay your head on my lap and spoke to me on your roof. When we spoke about how we're meant for each other. How you held me close every time I cried. How perfectly I fit into your arms. How you call me for every little thing that troubled you. How I listened to the things you are so passionate about. Don't disregard all we've had because of a rough month. There have been so many times when we should have let go, but we held on. Why are you letting it go now? Don't. Stay with me.

Remember Bangalore. Every day we spent together. I never had such a perfect holiday before. It was because of you. Every moment I spent with you in that room was special. Every time you look at me, it makes me fall in love with you. Don't go.

I've lost faith in you. I took you for granted, yes, but look how you've treated me. I wanted to know how it felt like to be the one in control. But I guess I'll never have that, not with you at least. I've never been able to forget the things you've done to me and now when I think of them it just makes me a little numb. Is that a sign of something? Should I wait for this to end slowly? There's nothing left. I don't want to kiss you anymore. Your arms no longer feel secure. I don't feel much. Just pain.