I know we've had bad times but the good times make everything worth it. All the fights we've had, called each other names, everything seems almost invisible when I have you near. When you hold me close to you, I never want to let go.
Sometimes, it feels like we might not make it. When we're that angry and sad, there are a million things running through our heads. But in the end, we know we will. And we always make it. I never doubted us and I've wanted this from the start. I've dreamed about this. For months. And now I finally have you and I'd know if I was only obsessed; it would gradually wear off. But it didn't and it steadily grew. And when you weren't there, I tried to take it out and never look at it again. But it wouldn't go and every time I saw you, you managed to make me feel the same way again.
When I finally have you, I know we're meant to be. With you, I don't need to say things out loud. Even if it's in my head, you always know. It doesn't work the right way all the time but even when you know the things in my head that I just don't want to talk about, I know there's someone who'll always understand me no matter what. It makes me angry sometimes, but that passes. I've always had the advantage of never letting my partner know what I'm thinking. With you, it's always different.
There are things about you that I'll never be able to explain. Not to you. But they're there and they bring you closer to me, every time.
I've always wondered how love would be. I felt it with a lot of people too. At least I thought it was that until it wore off. Then it couldn't be love. With you, it's not the same. And this will never come back again. I don't want to lose you at any cost.
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