The lies you tell, the hopes you raise. You make me wonder if you're really in love. Am I just holding on to this so hard that it's the only reason you're still here? I should let you go. I should learn to do without you. I made many mistakes, I know. But the biggest one was letting you in. I should have never done that. I did that once before and I had promised myself never to do it again.

I needed your time. The same way I give you mine. My entire life revolves around you, you know. From waking up for you, to going to bed thinking about you. It's painful, how much I give to you and I end up being nothing more than a need. I know you do things for me, but you've got other things too. You choose a lot before me and I am expected to understand. I am trying to.

I can't go on this way. I want out. I really do. If someday I am strong enough, I will let you go. I won't hold you back anymore. I don't want to go through this anymore. I don't want to be a second. I gave you my life and in return, I do deserve a little from you.

I really love you so much. I wish I could stop. I really want it to end.

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