Same thing again. Made me a victim, didn't you? You enjoy this: All the power and glory you feel. I know it. It's normal, I understand. You'll leave me and walk out someday, I know that too. You're only waiting for yourself to dislike me to that point when you can do that. You're holding on to this only because you can't stop loving me, not yet at least. But the moment you do, you'll break away and I won't see you.

I suffocate you, that's what you say. When I say "I love you" I suffocate you. You turned me into this. I wasn't this fucked up. You've pushed me away so much that I'm scared of what you are when you get close. You don't understand me, you never will. Just go away. It has to end in some way. You've told me it will. Then let it.

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