You never do give me a choice
You don't care about how I feel
You never realize that each time you say 'no'
My heart screams to reach out to you
And tell you that it needs you so much
You build a dream for me
And the next moment
It breaks into pieces and disappears
Like it never even existed!
It's like a mirage.
Following this feeling each time
Only to realize that nothing lies ahead
Except emptiness and hopelessness
I hardly expect anything anymore
Just sometime with you
So we can be with each other alone
But you make me feel like that's a crime too
I'm just supposed to understand, right?
If I don't, your only reply is
"I told you not to expect; I'm really bad at this
This is why I didn't want a relationship".
That's not good enough anymore
You didn't want a relationship?
Now you have one
And you're really messing it up
I've tried to look for a fault in myself
I haven't been able to find any.
I don't say anything when you don't call
I don't say anything when you hang up and say you'll call
But you don't call
I listen when you need me to
I cry when you don't talk to me
I apologize when I'm wrong
Sometimes even when I'm not
I try to hold your hand and you push away
And I need to apologize for doing that as well
When I need you to be there, you're not
And then you say you are, I buy that
I need to pretend that everything's fine
When there's nothing that's going right
I fall in love with you every time I see you
I need to keep all of that to myself
Only because you are so different
You just don't seem to understand
How much can I throw myself at you?
How much can I explain?
Why do you do this?
Just please give me an answer.
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