I sometimes wonder if I'm right for you or not. If I am, how come I do all the wrong things? You bring me so close to you and then one day, without any warning, you push me away. You say you need space. I understand that you do, but why do you disrespect me? I'm not some sort of pet for you who will come and go as you please. If you bring me close to you, don't push me away. Understand that even I have feelings. When I am angry at you, I don't push you out of my life. You still have your place in mine and you should give me that too. It really hurts.
I wish you'd treat me better. I don't need gifts or fancy items to feel special, only you. You don't understand me. You think I want money, gifts, a social status. If you'd known me even a bit, you'd know I don't care about those things. You seem to think that I need all of that in my life and are insecure about it. But you don't see me the way I am. All that I've told you has been useless.
Maybe someday when we're not together and you do find someone suitable for yourself, you'll finally see. I do really love you for who you are and I don't care about cars and gifts. Maybe someday, you'll see who I am. Maybe then it'll be too late. You're wasting time and you're losing something special. I don't ever want to let you go but if you really think this way about me, everything between us seems very fake. It feels like I don't know you at all.
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