You're not there when I need you the most. Today my results came out and I was scared. I didn't want to tell anyone and I wanted you to be on the phone with me when I checked. But you didn't pick up. I checked the website on my own and messaged you that I had passed.

You're like a stranger to me. Far away. I don't know how long I can do this. Beg you to stay with me when I see that you don't need it as much. Someday I want to stop needing you. I want to stop bleeding for you. I want to move on. I don't want to cry in front of you anymore. I want to be able to end this. I'm not happy.

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